Well, had been a long long time that I didn't update my BLOG. =D My sister asked me : Why you didn't touch your Blog anymore? And what i replied is, I'm lazy lar sis. Haha. And now, I'm touching. =.= Anyway, I'm going to leave my house and go National Service next 2 days. And what, I'm not in a Good Mood this few days too. I guess there are some reason which made me in this way.

- Firstly, HE left Malaysia.
- Secondly, I gotta Leave my lovely FAMILY members.
- Thirdly, Once I leave my house, which also means I'm gonna to lost contact with Him for few months.
- Fourthly, HE asked me not to expect anything from each other.

Awwww, gosh. This four reason simply made me SAD. =(
When the next day he left Malaysia, once i woke up, i felt emptiness. No reason. Simply felt that. Aiks. I know i shouldn't expect anything, that's why i keep in myself, and gonna let it be. My friends told me, You gotta be alright after go to NS, And i hope so. =)

From now onwards, i MIGHT start to updating my BLOG. haha.

Dude, Don't give Too much Expectation, as you will Get Larger Disappointment. =)

FINISH DREAMING!

" When are you going to update your blog?" This ques had been asked by yee yun for a lot of times~ Well, Just suddenly think of, Dream had ended. No more RElationship, No more Playing... Trial is around the corner. I found that I am lost now. I wanna study so much, but my laziness force me by sitting here. =( Well, luckily someone keep reminding me to study! This is the reason why sometimes i will study. =D thanks ya!
Anyway,
I'm still going to break down.
I have to try all my best now!
No more dreaming ya everyone!~
We have to AIM FOR SPM~!!

Tagged

Rules and regulation of the tag ;All 21 people must do unless you don't have a blog.Write the names of 16 friends you can think of in your head.And then answer the questions,Say you're guessing if you don't know,But at least guess on all of them.After doing this,tag your 21 unlucky friends to do the same.

1. Yee Shuan
2. Yee Lin
3. Yee Yun
4. Sook Kuan
5. Pei Leng
6. Cheng Mun
7. Sher Lin
8. Wen Ying
9. Angie Lee
10. V Jiet
11. Kelvin Koh
12. Kin Hong
13. Chew Li
14. Chi Yuan
15. Chi Hang
16. Sear Yin
17. Wei Hao
18. Suanne
19. Seah Geok
20. Kuan Kee
21. Aaron

1. How did you meet 7?
We are in the same class for two yrs


2. What would you do if you and 15 had never met?
I had probably met her once she was born


3. What would you do if 20 and 1 dated?
SHE is elder than HIM seven yrs man~


4. Have you seen 17 cried?
He is a strong man in front of me.


5. Would 4 and 16 make a good couple?
I think they would be FRIEND rather than COUPLE since they are not LESSBIAN xp


6. Do you think 11 is attractive？
Extremely, he is an abnormal boy


7. What is 2's favourite colour?
should be - pink pink


8. When was the last time you talked to 9?
I think is last two yrs


9. What language does 8 speak？
CHINESE


10. Who is 13 going out with?
I think she would like to going out with me~ =D

11. Would you ever date 17 ?
Don’t have to, since I met him almost everyday~

12. Where does 18 live?
Australia

13. What is the best thing about 4?
Pretty….

14. What would you like to tell 10 right now ?
I’m sorry that always make you like a fool, but I know you know me right?~ =D

15. What is the best thing about 20？
Talent in dancing…

16. Have you ever kiss 2?
I love to kiss her so much~ xp

17. What is the best memory you have of 5?
There is a lot, we have lots of BEST memory…

18. When's the next time you're going to see 4?
Tomorrow morning 10am

19. How is 7 different from 6?
She is a girl and he is a boy~

20. Is 2 pretty?
Of course, because we come out from the same mother~ =D

21. What was your 1st impression of 15?
She is Childish~

22. How did you meet 3?
School.


23. Is 5 your best friend?
Of Course…

24. Do you hate 12?
I won’t tag him if I hate him…

25. Have you seen 18 in the last month?
No


26. When was the last time you saw 16?
This morning

27. Have you been to 5's house?
I just been her new house last month~

28. When's the next time you'll see 10?
I think is tomorrow morning too…

29. Are you close to 11?
Not really, but he is quite friendly though

30. Have you been to the movies with 4?
Almost once 3 months

31. Have you gotten in trouble with 8?
Sometimes…

32. Would you give 19 a hug?
Of course, we are friend what?

33. When have you lied to 3?
Might be long time ago…

34. Is 11 good at socializing?
Not bad, since he still remember me although just met for once or twice

35. Do you know a secret about 8?
A lot of secret …

36. Describe the relationship between 12 and 18.
I think they know each other, but seldom talk since she is in aus, while he is in m’sia

37. What's the best thing about your friendship with 9?
Not really close with her actually… =)

39. Have you ever had a crush on 12？
Sometime, but he treat me very good!

40. How long have you known 2?
Since I was born

41. Does 11 have any girlfriend / boyfriend?
I think he is having now if im not mistaken

42. Have you ever wanted to punch 1 in the face?
I think she will never let me do so although I wanted so much… haha….

43. Has 21 meet your parents?
He met my dad when dad went to school to take report card primary school~

44. How did you meet 11?
When I went to my friend’s birthday party

45. Did you ever accidentally physically hurt 3?
I think yes, so im so sorry to her…

46.Do you live close to 7?
Not really

47. What is 8's favourite food?
I think is everything… =D

48. What kind of car does 1 have?
Toyota Vios

49. Have you traveled anywhere with 9?
Oh yeah~ Travel with ours family at Pulau Tenggol

50. If you give 14 a $100 , What would she / he spend it on?
She might give me back…

She is now in complicated relationship!

She is now in complicated relationship.

Someone love her,
but she don't love him,
as she falling in love with his friend,
although his friend falling in love with her too,
but it is complicated.
His friend don't think it is complicated,
since he love her very much.
But she don't dare enough to accept,
she purely love to be the one his love,
but not together.
She just need time more than anything.

As my opinion, once they fall in love with each other, should be together. Love relate to among themselves, not others. No need to bother others. But is that everyone could do it? Our life relate to everyone beside us - Family & Friend.

We always heard for two choices once couple facing disagreement from someone besides them. Which is
-If you love him very much, SHOULD NOT bother others and DO NOT because others disagree and give up.
-Although you love him very much, but LOVE between both of you DOES NOT mean everything in your life. There is still have Family's LOVE and Friend's LOVE beside you.

Which one you agree with?

In our life, there is always have a choice. We should learn to Choose between few choices. Sometimes, We can choose both of them. But Sometimes, We can not. Always learn to face such problem. Learn to face better than escape. Learn to solve better than escape. Don't ever learn to escape.

What we can not admit, Love by someone is better than love someone.

It's a bad Dream~

"I have a Dream"....
Do you guys heard this song before? It's a sweet and meaningful song. Well, it's about a Dream. Yesterday night, i was having a bad and sad dream. I dreamt of my bestie... I dreamed that she was passed away. I don't know the reason, but it's upset me. In my dream, I have no idea how to describe my sadness, but just Can't cry it out. Finally, There is someone saying something that make me cry. I can't control myself. Just make me keep screaming that WHY WILL SHE DIE? OH! Although it's just a dream, but it is proved that I really care about them. Just Life can't live without Friends. That's all i want to mention in this Blog! =D

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Sad News!

Last Thursday after my tiring school, i have to continue my study by going to tuition.On the way to tuition,that's a SAD news came from my father which is my aunt had passed away. I was shocked. I was screamed. I was sad. It's just unbelievable. I don't even care who is in my car. Just kept asking for knowing the truth. The reason she passed away. I just purely miss her now. We were miss her. But, she had passed away. We went for her funeral ceremony or even pray lots for her, it's the only thing we can do at this moment. On the last day, finally the precious tears just fall out from my eyes, even my sister, cousin, uncle... It's totally out of my control. I miss her.We miss her.That's why we cried. Everything is unexpected. We met her when Chinese new year. But after Chinese new year, we met her when she was in the coffin. She seem healthy. She doesn't look sick. But why... Without any signal. How sad is that?! It's hard to describe.

It's make me have lots of thoughts and feeling aroused. A human being, can be just died without any signal. We don't know.We don't know that when are we going to die. It's might seem smoothly everyday, but Doesn't means will be totally smoothly in your whole life. A lots of problem waiting for us - STUDY, FAMILY, FRIENDS, MONEY, HEALTHY. Five of the main problem is include lots lots of other problems. We gonna appreciate to be right here right now. Appreciate everyone besides you who supporting you or even scolding you. They might be one part of your life on the other day. We don't know. But in my knowledge, i knew that without them, we couldn't be alive till today. Believe on that. One day, you will having the same feeling as me Now.

Miss her

Lumut TRip ~

I'm too impatient to tell you guys my family trip which is went to Swiss Garden, Lumut. We were planned for this before Chinese New Year, suggested by my eldest sister. It's a normal family trip, just purely for FAMILY. Well, it's a great trip i had been. I will just simply illustrate the activity we had done at there...

First activity : TennisThe tennis court big enough until we got to run for whole court to collect the ball. It's tiring. It's damn hot sun. But, It's Fun, as in those drama.

Second activity : Swimming
There is huge swimming pool. The first day, went with sister and father. The second day, went with father only because betrayed by my both sister. But it's cold...

Third activity : GamblingThis was the very first time I'm having lots lots of fun while gambling with my family. This was the second time gambling with my mother since i was born. It's show how excited was she when get the money... I falling in love with Texas, anyone of you know?

Forth activity : Watching TvWent there, only realize, there is a channel keep broadcasting splendid movie which really attracted my second sister. That is Movie Star, if I'm not mistaken.

Fifth activity : ArcheryWe played this in the second day. It's make your hand felt a bit aching. But it make us felt contentedness once we are in.

Sixth activity : Basketball
Oh~ Again, my first time happened here. As my family members are six of us, so we categorized as three versus three. We don't have any rules, even though my mother hugging my brother to prevent he get the ball in. Screaming was the thing we kept doing there while playing basketball.

Seventh activity : PlaygroundJust to having some special fun with family.

Eighth activity : Football
My mother and I be the goal keeper. The reason our group will win because my mother kept screaming and escaping from the ball.

Ninth activity : Canoe-lingIt's quite chilling, but my father is expert in this too. So nothing much worry i should having. In addition, we do not canoe till too far.

Tenth activity : River CruiseIt's a trip to enjoying. We went to nearby naval base and saw lots of navy were training. It's look cool.

Eleventh activity : Celebrating eldest sister's birthdayWe planned this secretly before Chinese New Year. It's work. She was Happy on that night. We present her a cake which booked at Lumut and watch.

Those are our main activity had done when we went to there. It might look bored, but as long as with family, everything become different. That was our main aim to travel there too.

Thanks my Dearest Family...

Appreciate to have them in my life