Form Five'S life!

Gosh! Just simply want to illustrate about the study life among this 3 week. It's damn busy in this few week. As my study, it's tiresome about my homework. Since the first day, i'm having homework until now, no matter from school or tuition, it's non-stop! Going make me mad. In this year, our teacher are pretty smart. They using school marks to menace us. That's might be the best way for them to force us do the troublesome homework. It's annoying! What to do? This year is the most important year, have to obey their instruction, because they are the only one could help us score in SPM although it's really burden. This is our responsibility to as a student. Anyway, Chinese New Year is around the corner. That's the only thing to be happy. But it could be a worst Chinese New Year that we had been because the tsunami of the economic. As long as can be family reunion, it's more than enough. My brother come back from Genting Tonight, left my eldest sista. BUT, I'm looking forward to her advent at next thursday! =)

Headache now! =(

TWILIGHT!

NOW I REALIZE HOW AWESOME IS TWILIGHT!!

Sorry that i'm a bit out dated, but, this movie is EXCELLENT, GREAT & AWESOME! I just fall in love with it... Hard to control, gonna ask my sister's boy friend to buy the DVD back! =D Love it very much... Edward Cullen's eyes was charmed. okay then, STOP!! =)

Moody?!

**Please don't ask me that much after read this, because i know many of you don't know about this...

Just now i saw some photo which make me felt sad, disappointed, confusing, angry... Recently, i don't know what am i doing, i means like something might happened, but i was tried to convince myself with other way. New Year and getting a New life! Because of this new year, i know many thing going to happen... Such as, the economic getting worse, i know is out of my father's ability to bear our whole family in this whole year, but i know, it's karma, i have to chant more... Next, I'm in form 5 now, got to face SPM, i started to worry although my mother comfort me don't be that stress, but i can't control, i don't even desire to study, what can i do?! Then, someone, lie to me, i'm not clear that "someone" had lied to me or no, but i believe, i'm not that important in "someone"'s heart, i shouldn't think that much, i knew that, but i'm suffering. "Someone" give me a lot of hope, but i might misunderstand, or because "someone" is too open-minded, let me cannot accept what "someone" do... maybe when "someone" reading this blog, but don't even know I'm talking "someone"-self now. I don't even can catch what "someone" thinking about, it's ridiculous for me! I shouldn't waste my time in "someone", i tried to not find you, but you are great too, because you also won't find me too. it's prove how stupid am i to wait you to find me! Everyone asked me to control myself, but don't know why cannot?! No one let me speak out, there is, my friend and relative, but got to call them, i don't want waste my father's money because of my stuff! I know, still my family there beside me, but sometime i felt hard to communicate with them by talking about my own stuff, you might reading this blog, but you are elder than me that much, so sometime you cannot understand me, i tried to tell you about my stuff, but because of your caring, you are using other way to comfort or advice me, i don't wish to get that when i'm sad or annoying... but i love you, i really love you that much! =D

Some other day, when i read back this blog, i might feel I'm silly and stupid enough....