Thursday, April 24, 2008

16岁的我!

时间让我改变一切!

不知道从几时开始,我改变了!我的改变不是每个人都可以发现到的,我的改变是由内心的。我开始明白一些我以前不知道的事情。原来人真的可以改变那么多!我还是和平常一样,该疯狂的时候一定不允许自己那么静的!可是心里还是不一样了!我不懂该怎么形容我对每个人的看法了,只是还是不一样了!我希望我们一直会是好朋友,可是我们不一定能够成为知心的朋友,应该是因为自己对别人的不信任开始增加了吧!这种感觉真的很不好可是并不表示我能随意的改变这种感觉!我开始觉得自己活在自己的世界里了!怎么办?我也不懂哦~跟着时间走吧!我相信总有一天我又变得更不一样了!
也真的希望如此。
真的希望。

你没有错,只是我自己开始变了,并不是别人那么容易改变的。

Tuesday, April 22, 2008

April~

Oh no! I got a bit start to regret that last few days keep skip class and went to see the basketball competition. Because now i got a lot of homeworks need to do and couldnt catch up easily... It's quite suffer! But everything is too late, so now i just trying my best.
Recently, i start to realize something. In our life, its not easy to find a best friend that could share all your things to each other. Now, we just have the friends that could share SOME secret, share SOME happiness. If you see this blog, maybe you will feel surprise~ Because i found that we getting more and more problems. Maybe we need sometimes to solve it, but i start to feel tired~! I dont decide to bother anything. You may think this is my problems, i will admit, but i couldnt admit that you didnt do anything fault! Aijo~! I start to dont know what am i doing and saying, but what i can say is, in my life, the one who know me the most is my cousin. That's all!
I just wanna find happiness in my life, is that such difficult? JUST in my family, i could found this kind of happy. In class or among my friends i also didnt really found that feel!
Everything having changes.
My thinking different.
My friends different.

I should start to fit myself in such condition start from now!
I really love my family a lot.
I miss my eldest sister that study at Japan.
I miss my brother that work at Genting.
I would miss my second sister when she working.
I would miss my father and mother too.

Thursday, April 17, 2008

MSSD!

Finally today was the last day for MSSD basketball which held at our school. In this week really busy for that, everyday didnt went to study just because of this! I had 4 days didnt went to class already since i love to watch such competition a lot!! In this competition, i just decide to support 2 school which is my school, Kwang Hua & ACS. Im really fully support them and had fully confident that this 2 school could get either champion or second. Throughout this few days, whenever the matches had one of them, then i will just dont care anymore and go on to support them! It now make me look black!! T.T So me and my friend still wonder if ACS vs Kwang Hua, which should we support?! Finally, we think that the better way is to keep quiet and pray for them quietly! So, start from monday, we were afraid to watch this matches, but still we look forward to watch. Just contradictions oneself! hahax... Well, today was the last day! Something was out of what i had expect before, everything had been different!! That is ACS and Kwang Hua lose already! I was just cry out when realise both of them also lose! Because i expect they should get champion or second, but they doesnt, just get 3rd or 4th. All of the Kwang Hua team was crying, because it really unbelieveable! Luckily, ACS team didnt cry, maybe they should felt sad, but dont even till cry.

Oh yeah! Something make me happy is in this competition i could know alot of friends, especially 1 boy that look quite handsome. Actually i want to watch this competition is just to see those handsome fellow!! hahax.... I was just kidding, dont take it serious... But is quite lucky!! hehex... I think that all what i want to say about this competition... Main point just have two only, 1st is everything was out of what i expect, 2nd is i could know one handsome fellow!! hehex...

Saturday, April 12, 2008

太忙的四月份!

我终于有时间来弄好我的Blog了啦!不然一直在忙学校学会的东西哦!而且之前我的Blog不懂为什么让我搞得不懂像什么了!最近也没有发生什么特别事,一切如往常一样,只是我开始发现我班的同学都很好!这两个月来,我们班同学们的感情越来越好,真的很高兴在这个班,虽然有时还是有令我不满意或不喜欢的同学,可是一看到另一班疯狂的同学就一起傻起来!有时真的不能忍受自己那么白痴!哈哈!最近我的学校有一个再循环的活动!最让我们大家惊奇的是我班的每一位同学都非常的合作,每一天都会有人带那些能再循环的东西来!虽然我们可能不是第一名,可是一想到大家那么合作的时候,就已经让我开心的不得了了!所以,在此,我真的很想谢谢你们的合作咯!哈哈哈!好啦!其实我只是看自己那么久没有来写一点东西给大家看,就来乱写一通!哈哈哈!对了!提醒大家,每次看完我的Blog后就去留言板写一点东西咯!我都那么好特地来写给你们看!谢谢哦! (真的越来越无聊!)