What a good day?!

Yesterday is YOUTH KENSHU '08. It's really great, u know? I wake up early in the morning and went to pc to attend kenshu. Although i felt surprise then is quite few people is attend, more than 200, but still out of my expect. Anyway, that not the main point. In this whole day, it's seem boring for someone, but it's also seem very very meaningful for others, include me. I was really glad to join this because i could listen to others experience being a member when went to tozan and some of them had speak out their determination. OH! I love it much much... Kenshu end at 5.10pm, but we had to rush to some more place to rehearsal, after doing gongyo, we straight away went there. This was the last time we rehearsal because tomorrow(which is today), we had to perform our dance in front of more than 2000 people, that not a small value. But we just dance once, then teacher say"you all can go back except drama people!" we were shock because we didn't think that we really done well, although we asked for one more time, but she is not allow. T_T nothing much we can do. But, all of us still got something haven't complete yet that is our shirt. It's still left a lot of thing need to sew, but we got no enough time. After back, I just keep sewing from around 12am till 5am(midnight). When 6am, i had to woke up!!!

A new day had began. We went there at 7am and make up, set our hair etc. I had been quite a long time didn't make up and set my hair until bomb. There is some photo to let you see...
My hair...
Before start performance, we had taken many photo just to keep it...
Me and Yuen Fai once after we make up!Me,Edmund and Sister in the room...Me and Lim Thye Yuen...Cousin, me and sister again! Do we look smart?

After the performance, we had taken more and more photo... In the middle is our Teacher... We look nice~

Once we finish performance, we hug each other, because we really touched, what we practice for 4 months, finally finish and what all of us had gone through, some of them cry... I was desire to cry too, but i stop myself. That not cry because of sad, is because happy. Everytime when we practice, many of them will complain that we do not do very well, but today, we really satisfied with our performance... We really love it a lot...

This 2 days were meaningful for me especially 720. I will remember it...

Argh!! What i had done wrong? Still i cannot accept what you tell me. I was sad, i am really sad, i cry, i cry and cry and cry. I don't desire to cry again!! But no one was supporting me to let me stand up!! They keep on scolded me... Is EVERYBODY, not just one or two. I was really boring with this kind of life! Once they talk with me, is to scold me. I try to supporting myself, but i found that if one of them didn't support me, i won't getting better ever and ever... I thought, i really thought you would be the one among them to support me, but once again, you scold me... That what i get in this few days, almost more than 3 days had been happened the same thing. I told you everything when I'm sad in this few days, you comfort me, you stand beside me... That you!! I'm really glad still got one more people supporting me, but now i realize, am I wrong? I think so... Why our communication having such a big problem? What is important for me now? DON'T KNOW~

Recently, i started to fall in love with crying... That what i love to do in every night or afternoon before i slept...
Last Friday, i was really glad that my eldest sister came back! That day, after came back then went home and she started to give all the gift that bought by her from japan. Nothing special on that day. It's come to Sunday. Wake up early and prepare to go McDonald Marathon. This was my first time for joining such a big marathon. I remember that i had tried to run for 5 km before, but i vomit after came back. So, this time, I'm scare but i wanna try! In this 7km journey, I was thinking all the sweet memory which i had been passing before. It's glad! After sometime, finally we reached. We go to have our free ice-cream, coke, milo and so on.
Today, had been happened a lot of thing that made me sad and that was the reason made me cry too. I'm not such a weak girl before. Don't know why this few day, i found that my relationship between me and the girl who is the most important in my life become worse and worse. That was the reason made me cry again! Luckily every time when i felt sad, she helped me a lot. { I think she don't know actually she is helping me... =) }

Someday, my classmates asking me why nowadays my blog look so emotional. Don't know... I hope everything doesn't happened! Chanting more it's better...