FINISH DREAMING!

" When are you going to update your blog?" This ques had been asked by yee yun for a lot of times~ Well, Just suddenly think of, Dream had ended. No more RElationship, No more Playing... Trial is around the corner. I found that I am lost now. I wanna study so much, but my laziness force me by sitting here. =( Well, luckily someone keep reminding me to study! This is the reason why sometimes i will study. =D thanks ya!
Anyway,
I'm still going to break down.
I have to try all my best now!
No more dreaming ya everyone!~
We have to AIM FOR SPM~!!

Tagged

Rules and regulation of the tag ;All 21 people must do unless you don't have a blog.Write the names of 16 friends you can think of in your head.And then answer the questions,Say you're guessing if you don't know,But at least guess on all of them.After doing this,tag your 21 unlucky friends to do the same.

1. Yee Shuan
2. Yee Lin
3. Yee Yun
4. Sook Kuan
5. Pei Leng
6. Cheng Mun
7. Sher Lin
8. Wen Ying
9. Angie Lee
10. V Jiet
11. Kelvin Koh
12. Kin Hong
13. Chew Li
14. Chi Yuan
15. Chi Hang
16. Sear Yin
17. Wei Hao
18. Suanne
19. Seah Geok
20. Kuan Kee
21. Aaron

1. How did you meet 7?
We are in the same class for two yrs


2. What would you do if you and 15 had never met?
I had probably met her once she was born


3. What would you do if 20 and 1 dated?
SHE is elder than HIM seven yrs man~


4. Have you seen 17 cried?
He is a strong man in front of me.


5. Would 4 and 16 make a good couple?
I think they would be FRIEND rather than COUPLE since they are not LESSBIAN xp


6. Do you think 11 is attractive？
Extremely, he is an abnormal boy


7. What is 2's favourite colour?
should be - pink pink


8. When was the last time you talked to 9?
I think is last two yrs


9. What language does 8 speak？
CHINESE


10. Who is 13 going out with?
I think she would like to going out with me~ =D

11. Would you ever date 17 ?
Don’t have to, since I met him almost everyday~

12. Where does 18 live?
Australia

13. What is the best thing about 4?
Pretty….

14. What would you like to tell 10 right now ?
I’m sorry that always make you like a fool, but I know you know me right?~ =D

15. What is the best thing about 20？
Talent in dancing…

16. Have you ever kiss 2?
I love to kiss her so much~ xp

17. What is the best memory you have of 5?
There is a lot, we have lots of BEST memory…

18. When's the next time you're going to see 4?
Tomorrow morning 10am

19. How is 7 different from 6?
She is a girl and he is a boy~

20. Is 2 pretty?
Of course, because we come out from the same mother~ =D

21. What was your 1st impression of 15?
She is Childish~

22. How did you meet 3?
School.


23. Is 5 your best friend?
Of Course…

24. Do you hate 12?
I won’t tag him if I hate him…

25. Have you seen 18 in the last month?
No


26. When was the last time you saw 16?
This morning

27. Have you been to 5's house?
I just been her new house last month~

28. When's the next time you'll see 10?
I think is tomorrow morning too…

29. Are you close to 11?
Not really, but he is quite friendly though

30. Have you been to the movies with 4?
Almost once 3 months

31. Have you gotten in trouble with 8?
Sometimes…

32. Would you give 19 a hug?
Of course, we are friend what?

33. When have you lied to 3?
Might be long time ago…

34. Is 11 good at socializing?
Not bad, since he still remember me although just met for once or twice

35. Do you know a secret about 8?
A lot of secret …

36. Describe the relationship between 12 and 18.
I think they know each other, but seldom talk since she is in aus, while he is in m’sia

37. What's the best thing about your friendship with 9?
Not really close with her actually… =)

39. Have you ever had a crush on 12？
Sometime, but he treat me very good!

40. How long have you known 2?
Since I was born

41. Does 11 have any girlfriend / boyfriend?
I think he is having now if im not mistaken

42. Have you ever wanted to punch 1 in the face?
I think she will never let me do so although I wanted so much… haha….

43. Has 21 meet your parents?
He met my dad when dad went to school to take report card primary school~

44. How did you meet 11?
When I went to my friend’s birthday party

45. Did you ever accidentally physically hurt 3?
I think yes, so im so sorry to her…

46.Do you live close to 7?
Not really

47. What is 8's favourite food?
I think is everything… =D

48. What kind of car does 1 have?
Toyota Vios

49. Have you traveled anywhere with 9?
Oh yeah~ Travel with ours family at Pulau Tenggol

50. If you give 14 a $100 , What would she / he spend it on?
She might give me back…

She is now in complicated relationship!

She is now in complicated relationship.

Someone love her,
but she don't love him,
as she falling in love with his friend,
although his friend falling in love with her too,
but it is complicated.
His friend don't think it is complicated,
since he love her very much.
But she don't dare enough to accept,
she purely love to be the one his love,
but not together.
She just need time more than anything.

As my opinion, once they fall in love with each other, should be together. Love relate to among themselves, not others. No need to bother others. But is that everyone could do it? Our life relate to everyone beside us - Family & Friend.

We always heard for two choices once couple facing disagreement from someone besides them. Which is
-If you love him very much, SHOULD NOT bother others and DO NOT because others disagree and give up.
-Although you love him very much, but LOVE between both of you DOES NOT mean everything in your life. There is still have Family's LOVE and Friend's LOVE beside you.

Which one you agree with?

In our life, there is always have a choice. We should learn to Choose between few choices. Sometimes, We can choose both of them. But Sometimes, We can not. Always learn to face such problem. Learn to face better than escape. Learn to solve better than escape. Don't ever learn to escape.

What we can not admit, Love by someone is better than love someone.

It's a bad Dream~

"I have a Dream"....
Do you guys heard this song before? It's a sweet and meaningful song. Well, it's about a Dream. Yesterday night, i was having a bad and sad dream. I dreamt of my bestie... I dreamed that she was passed away. I don't know the reason, but it's upset me. In my dream, I have no idea how to describe my sadness, but just Can't cry it out. Finally, There is someone saying something that make me cry. I can't control myself. Just make me keep screaming that WHY WILL SHE DIE? OH! Although it's just a dream, but it is proved that I really care about them. Just Life can't live without Friends. That's all i want to mention in this Blog! =D

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Sad News!

Last Thursday after my tiring school, i have to continue my study by going to tuition.On the way to tuition,that's a SAD news came from my father which is my aunt had passed away. I was shocked. I was screamed. I was sad. It's just unbelievable. I don't even care who is in my car. Just kept asking for knowing the truth. The reason she passed away. I just purely miss her now. We were miss her. But, she had passed away. We went for her funeral ceremony or even pray lots for her, it's the only thing we can do at this moment. On the last day, finally the precious tears just fall out from my eyes, even my sister, cousin, uncle... It's totally out of my control. I miss her.We miss her.That's why we cried. Everything is unexpected. We met her when Chinese new year. But after Chinese new year, we met her when she was in the coffin. She seem healthy. She doesn't look sick. But why... Without any signal. How sad is that?! It's hard to describe.

It's make me have lots of thoughts and feeling aroused. A human being, can be just died without any signal. We don't know.We don't know that when are we going to die. It's might seem smoothly everyday, but Doesn't means will be totally smoothly in your whole life. A lots of problem waiting for us - STUDY, FAMILY, FRIENDS, MONEY, HEALTHY. Five of the main problem is include lots lots of other problems. We gonna appreciate to be right here right now. Appreciate everyone besides you who supporting you or even scolding you. They might be one part of your life on the other day. We don't know. But in my knowledge, i knew that without them, we couldn't be alive till today. Believe on that. One day, you will having the same feeling as me Now.

Miss her

Lumut TRip ~

I'm too impatient to tell you guys my family trip which is went to Swiss Garden, Lumut. We were planned for this before Chinese New Year, suggested by my eldest sister. It's a normal family trip, just purely for FAMILY. Well, it's a great trip i had been. I will just simply illustrate the activity we had done at there...

First activity : TennisThe tennis court big enough until we got to run for whole court to collect the ball. It's tiring. It's damn hot sun. But, It's Fun, as in those drama.

Second activity : Swimming
There is huge swimming pool. The first day, went with sister and father. The second day, went with father only because betrayed by my both sister. But it's cold...

Third activity : GamblingThis was the very first time I'm having lots lots of fun while gambling with my family. This was the second time gambling with my mother since i was born. It's show how excited was she when get the money... I falling in love with Texas, anyone of you know?

Forth activity : Watching TvWent there, only realize, there is a channel keep broadcasting splendid movie which really attracted my second sister. That is Movie Star, if I'm not mistaken.

Fifth activity : ArcheryWe played this in the second day. It's make your hand felt a bit aching. But it make us felt contentedness once we are in.

Sixth activity : Basketball
Oh~ Again, my first time happened here. As my family members are six of us, so we categorized as three versus three. We don't have any rules, even though my mother hugging my brother to prevent he get the ball in. Screaming was the thing we kept doing there while playing basketball.

Seventh activity : PlaygroundJust to having some special fun with family.

Eighth activity : Football
My mother and I be the goal keeper. The reason our group will win because my mother kept screaming and escaping from the ball.

Ninth activity : Canoe-lingIt's quite chilling, but my father is expert in this too. So nothing much worry i should having. In addition, we do not canoe till too far.

Tenth activity : River CruiseIt's a trip to enjoying. We went to nearby naval base and saw lots of navy were training. It's look cool.

Eleventh activity : Celebrating eldest sister's birthdayWe planned this secretly before Chinese New Year. It's work. She was Happy on that night. We present her a cake which booked at Lumut and watch.

Those are our main activity had done when we went to there. It might look bored, but as long as with family, everything become different. That was our main aim to travel there too.

Thanks my Dearest Family...

Appreciate to have them in my life

Form Five'S life!

Gosh! Just simply want to illustrate about the study life among this 3 week. It's damn busy in this few week. As my study, it's tiresome about my homework. Since the first day, i'm having homework until now, no matter from school or tuition, it's non-stop! Going make me mad. In this year, our teacher are pretty smart. They using school marks to menace us. That's might be the best way for them to force us do the troublesome homework. It's annoying! What to do? This year is the most important year, have to obey their instruction, because they are the only one could help us score in SPM although it's really burden. This is our responsibility to as a student. Anyway, Chinese New Year is around the corner. That's the only thing to be happy. But it could be a worst Chinese New Year that we had been because the tsunami of the economic. As long as can be family reunion, it's more than enough. My brother come back from Genting Tonight, left my eldest sista. BUT, I'm looking forward to her advent at next thursday! =)

Headache now! =(

TWILIGHT!

NOW I REALIZE HOW AWESOME IS TWILIGHT!!

Sorry that i'm a bit out dated, but, this movie is EXCELLENT, GREAT & AWESOME! I just fall in love with it... Hard to control, gonna ask my sister's boy friend to buy the DVD back! =D Love it very much... Edward Cullen's eyes was charmed. okay then, STOP!! =)

Moody?!

**Please don't ask me that much after read this, because i know many of you don't know about this...

Just now i saw some photo which make me felt sad, disappointed, confusing, angry... Recently, i don't know what am i doing, i means like something might happened, but i was tried to convince myself with other way. New Year and getting a New life! Because of this new year, i know many thing going to happen... Such as, the economic getting worse, i know is out of my father's ability to bear our whole family in this whole year, but i know, it's karma, i have to chant more... Next, I'm in form 5 now, got to face SPM, i started to worry although my mother comfort me don't be that stress, but i can't control, i don't even desire to study, what can i do?! Then, someone, lie to me, i'm not clear that "someone" had lied to me or no, but i believe, i'm not that important in "someone"'s heart, i shouldn't think that much, i knew that, but i'm suffering. "Someone" give me a lot of hope, but i might misunderstand, or because "someone" is too open-minded, let me cannot accept what "someone" do... maybe when "someone" reading this blog, but don't even know I'm talking "someone"-self now. I don't even can catch what "someone" thinking about, it's ridiculous for me! I shouldn't waste my time in "someone", i tried to not find you, but you are great too, because you also won't find me too. it's prove how stupid am i to wait you to find me! Everyone asked me to control myself, but don't know why cannot?! No one let me speak out, there is, my friend and relative, but got to call them, i don't want waste my father's money because of my stuff! I know, still my family there beside me, but sometime i felt hard to communicate with them by talking about my own stuff, you might reading this blog, but you are elder than me that much, so sometime you cannot understand me, i tried to tell you about my stuff, but because of your caring, you are using other way to comfort or advice me, i don't wish to get that when i'm sad or annoying... but i love you, i really love you that much! =D

Some other day, when i read back this blog, i might feel I'm silly and stupid enough....