Sad News!

Last Thursday after my tiring school, i have to continue my study by going to tuition.On the way to tuition,that's a SAD news came from my father which is my aunt had passed away. I was shocked. I was screamed. I was sad. It's just unbelievable. I don't even care who is in my car. Just kept asking for knowing the truth. The reason she passed away. I just purely miss her now. We were miss her. But, she had passed away. We went for her funeral ceremony or even pray lots for her, it's the only thing we can do at this moment. On the last day, finally the precious tears just fall out from my eyes, even my sister, cousin, uncle... It's totally out of my control. I miss her.We miss her.That's why we cried. Everything is unexpected. We met her when Chinese new year. But after Chinese new year, we met her when she was in the coffin. She seem healthy. She doesn't look sick. But why... Without any signal. How sad is that?! It's hard to describe.

It's make me have lots of thoughts and feeling aroused. A human being, can be just died without any signal. We don't know.We don't know that when are we going to die. It's might seem smoothly everyday, but Doesn't means will be totally smoothly in your whole life. A lots of problem waiting for us - STUDY, FAMILY, FRIENDS, MONEY, HEALTHY. Five of the main problem is include lots lots of other problems. We gonna appreciate to be right here right now. Appreciate everyone besides you who supporting you or even scolding you. They might be one part of your life on the other day. We don't know. But in my knowledge, i knew that without them, we couldn't be alive till today. Believe on that. One day, you will having the same feeling as me Now.

Miss her

Lumut TRip ~

I'm too impatient to tell you guys my family trip which is went to Swiss Garden, Lumut. We were planned for this before Chinese New Year, suggested by my eldest sister. It's a normal family trip, just purely for FAMILY. Well, it's a great trip i had been. I will just simply illustrate the activity we had done at there...

First activity : TennisThe tennis court big enough until we got to run for whole court to collect the ball. It's tiring. It's damn hot sun. But, It's Fun, as in those drama.

Second activity : Swimming
There is huge swimming pool. The first day, went with sister and father. The second day, went with father only because betrayed by my both sister. But it's cold...

Third activity : GamblingThis was the very first time I'm having lots lots of fun while gambling with my family. This was the second time gambling with my mother since i was born. It's show how excited was she when get the money... I falling in love with Texas, anyone of you know?

Forth activity : Watching TvWent there, only realize, there is a channel keep broadcasting splendid movie which really attracted my second sister. That is Movie Star, if I'm not mistaken.

Fifth activity : ArcheryWe played this in the second day. It's make your hand felt a bit aching. But it make us felt contentedness once we are in.

Sixth activity : Basketball
Oh~ Again, my first time happened here. As my family members are six of us, so we categorized as three versus three. We don't have any rules, even though my mother hugging my brother to prevent he get the ball in. Screaming was the thing we kept doing there while playing basketball.

Seventh activity : PlaygroundJust to having some special fun with family.

Eighth activity : Football
My mother and I be the goal keeper. The reason our group will win because my mother kept screaming and escaping from the ball.

Ninth activity : Canoe-lingIt's quite chilling, but my father is expert in this too. So nothing much worry i should having. In addition, we do not canoe till too far.

Tenth activity : River CruiseIt's a trip to enjoying. We went to nearby naval base and saw lots of navy were training. It's look cool.

Eleventh activity : Celebrating eldest sister's birthdayWe planned this secretly before Chinese New Year. It's work. She was Happy on that night. We present her a cake which booked at Lumut and watch.

Those are our main activity had done when we went to there. It might look bored, but as long as with family, everything become different. That was our main aim to travel there too.

Thanks my Dearest Family...

Appreciate to have them in my life

Form Five'S life!

Gosh! Just simply want to illustrate about the study life among this 3 week. It's damn busy in this few week. As my study, it's tiresome about my homework. Since the first day, i'm having homework until now, no matter from school or tuition, it's non-stop! Going make me mad. In this year, our teacher are pretty smart. They using school marks to menace us. That's might be the best way for them to force us do the troublesome homework. It's annoying! What to do? This year is the most important year, have to obey their instruction, because they are the only one could help us score in SPM although it's really burden. This is our responsibility to as a student. Anyway, Chinese New Year is around the corner. That's the only thing to be happy. But it could be a worst Chinese New Year that we had been because the tsunami of the economic. As long as can be family reunion, it's more than enough. My brother come back from Genting Tonight, left my eldest sista. BUT, I'm looking forward to her advent at next thursday! =)

Headache now! =(

TWILIGHT!

NOW I REALIZE HOW AWESOME IS TWILIGHT!!

Sorry that i'm a bit out dated, but, this movie is EXCELLENT, GREAT & AWESOME! I just fall in love with it... Hard to control, gonna ask my sister's boy friend to buy the DVD back! =D Love it very much... Edward Cullen's eyes was charmed. okay then, STOP!! =)

Moody?!

**Please don't ask me that much after read this, because i know many of you don't know about this...

Just now i saw some photo which make me felt sad, disappointed, confusing, angry... Recently, i don't know what am i doing, i means like something might happened, but i was tried to convince myself with other way. New Year and getting a New life! Because of this new year, i know many thing going to happen... Such as, the economic getting worse, i know is out of my father's ability to bear our whole family in this whole year, but i know, it's karma, i have to chant more... Next, I'm in form 5 now, got to face SPM, i started to worry although my mother comfort me don't be that stress, but i can't control, i don't even desire to study, what can i do?! Then, someone, lie to me, i'm not clear that "someone" had lied to me or no, but i believe, i'm not that important in "someone"'s heart, i shouldn't think that much, i knew that, but i'm suffering. "Someone" give me a lot of hope, but i might misunderstand, or because "someone" is too open-minded, let me cannot accept what "someone" do... maybe when "someone" reading this blog, but don't even know I'm talking "someone"-self now. I don't even can catch what "someone" thinking about, it's ridiculous for me! I shouldn't waste my time in "someone", i tried to not find you, but you are great too, because you also won't find me too. it's prove how stupid am i to wait you to find me! Everyone asked me to control myself, but don't know why cannot?! No one let me speak out, there is, my friend and relative, but got to call them, i don't want waste my father's money because of my stuff! I know, still my family there beside me, but sometime i felt hard to communicate with them by talking about my own stuff, you might reading this blog, but you are elder than me that much, so sometime you cannot understand me, i tried to tell you about my stuff, but because of your caring, you are using other way to comfort or advice me, i don't wish to get that when i'm sad or annoying... but i love you, i really love you that much! =D

Some other day, when i read back this blog, i might feel I'm silly and stupid enough....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to JERRY LIM!!

Let me sing a birthday song again to JERRY 1st...

++ Happy birthday to you ++
++ Happy birthday to you ++
++ Happy birthday to JERRY ++
++ Happy birthday to you! ++

We just celebrated with him this afternoon at AEON again! =) Well, i got to woke up earlier to go Sook Kuan's house to wait for her sister to fetch us since i got no transport to send me there... Once we reached there, we took our breakfast because three of us just take some biscuit before went there! OUr breakfast at OLD TOWN!

Next, we started to shopping while waiting for the MAIN person and his friend, which is JERRY AND PRAVIND!The only DRESS which she most prefer to~!
While waiting Pei Leng change her clothes...

Finally, THEY are here! ( although they ALWAYS late! ) We bought ticket - BEVERLY HILLS CHIHUAHUA, it's GREAT! ( just trying to PROMOTE it! ) Pravind got to buy something, so we separate because three of us need to go SECRET RECIPE! We bought two piece of CHEESE CAKE and reserved a sit! Then, we went to POPULAR to bought a BIG CARD, then straight away "borrow" the pen from popular which unsold yet to write something in the CARD! it's mad! because we just use the pen without bought it, but it's fun! =) Then only we went to cinema to meet the two boy... After movie,we went to SECRET RECIPE,we are trying to give JERRY SURPRISE, but WRECK by one of the WAITRESS, some more, THEY dont have any LIGHTER! so PEi Leng and I got to go around some where there to BORROW LIGHTER! Finally, we got it, then sang song for him!Jerry with the cake! =)
It's look GREAT!He just really worry someone going push his head in this moment!

The card is just NICE~!with the BIRTHDAY BOY!Jerry and Kuan~NO COMMENT!

Then we continue shopping and i saw this shirt!!i LOVE it VERY MUCH but it's too expensive... T_T

Then went to McDonald have our dinner... Once again! we Sang BIRTHDAY SONG in McDonald, just try to have fun!Everyone went back at 6 something, and i think this should be our first time to go back KLANG by BUS! =) Finally, i still found the way to get back my home and sit in front of my computer now!

Happy birthday ya! Jerry

My Christmas Day!

In this Christmas day, i woke up at about 8am something then went to my Grandpa house. There had been a long time we didn't go to his house since we are busy, well, in this holiday, we brought him to have a WONDERFUL breakfast which is Bah Kut Teh!( Although i just took the SAME food yesterday morning, but because of him, i had to sacrifice!! ) After our breakfast, we went to my grandpa's SWEETIE HOUSE and my mother have a long conversation with my auntie which took around TWO hour, what my cousin and I do is just sitting down there to listen. ( since we got nothing to do! ) when around 1pm, we started our SHOPPING JOURNEY at ONE UTAMA, but there was a lot of people spent their time at there too!

The ONLY clothes i had bought in the WHOLE JOURNEY!After change back my own clothes!

Then we took our lunch at A&W, it's made me very full because my mother cannot ate the food although we had ordered since she will vomit once she ate something, the pity one is my father and I because we got to finish ALL the food! Next, continue our journey AGAIN! Before we went back, we went to eat dessert, the stall's name is something like " CHOCOLATE bla bla bla" =) The food it's great, let me show you some! Snow White Frappe~Princess of Iceland!German Struddel...It's really nice!

BUT we were TIRED while waiting for the food~He already show how tired are we!

It's a great day although i just bought ONE clothes, but i love to SHOPPING with my family too!!

wonderful day with parents!=)