Well, had been a long long time that I didn't update my BLOG. =D My sister asked me : Why you didn't touch your Blog anymore? And what i replied is, I'm lazy lar sis. Haha. And now, I'm touching. =.= Anyway, I'm going to leave my house and go National Service next 2 days. And what, I'm not in a Good Mood this few days too. I guess there are some reason which made me in this way.

- Firstly, HE left Malaysia.
- Secondly, I gotta Leave my lovely FAMILY members.
- Thirdly, Once I leave my house, which also means I'm gonna to lost contact with Him for few months.
- Fourthly, HE asked me not to expect anything from each other.

Awwww, gosh. This four reason simply made me SAD. =(
When the next day he left Malaysia, once i woke up, i felt emptiness. No reason. Simply felt that. Aiks. I know i shouldn't expect anything, that's why i keep in myself, and gonna let it be. My friends told me, You gotta be alright after go to NS, And i hope so. =)

From now onwards, i MIGHT start to updating my BLOG. haha.

Dude, Don't give Too much Expectation, as you will Get Larger Disappointment. =)

FINISH DREAMING!

" When are you going to update your blog?" This ques had been asked by yee yun for a lot of times~ Well, Just suddenly think of, Dream had ended. No more RElationship, No more Playing... Trial is around the corner. I found that I am lost now. I wanna study so much, but my laziness force me by sitting here. =( Well, luckily someone keep reminding me to study! This is the reason why sometimes i will study. =D thanks ya!
Anyway,
I'm still going to break down.
I have to try all my best now!
No more dreaming ya everyone!~
We have to AIM FOR SPM~!!

Tagged

Rules and regulation of the tag ;All 21 people must do unless you don't have a blog.Write the names of 16 friends you can think of in your head.And then answer the questions,Say you're guessing if you don't know,But at least guess on all of them.After doing this,tag your 21 unlucky friends to do the same.

1. Yee Shuan
2. Yee Lin
3. Yee Yun
4. Sook Kuan
5. Pei Leng
6. Cheng Mun
7. Sher Lin
8. Wen Ying
9. Angie Lee
10. V Jiet
11. Kelvin Koh
12. Kin Hong
13. Chew Li
14. Chi Yuan
15. Chi Hang
16. Sear Yin
17. Wei Hao
18. Suanne
19. Seah Geok
20. Kuan Kee
21. Aaron

1. How did you meet 7?
We are in the same class for two yrs


2. What would you do if you and 15 had never met?
I had probably met her once she was born


3. What would you do if 20 and 1 dated?
SHE is elder than HIM seven yrs man~


4. Have you seen 17 cried?
He is a strong man in front of me.


5. Would 4 and 16 make a good couple?
I think they would be FRIEND rather than COUPLE since they are not LESSBIAN xp


6. Do you think 11 is attractive？
Extremely, he is an abnormal boy


7. What is 2's favourite colour?
should be - pink pink


8. When was the last time you talked to 9?
I think is last two yrs


9. What language does 8 speak？
CHINESE


10. Who is 13 going out with?
I think she would like to going out with me~ =D

11. Would you ever date 17 ?
Don’t have to, since I met him almost everyday~

12. Where does 18 live?
Australia

13. What is the best thing about 4?
Pretty….

14. What would you like to tell 10 right now ?
I’m sorry that always make you like a fool, but I know you know me right?~ =D

15. What is the best thing about 20？
Talent in dancing…

16. Have you ever kiss 2?
I love to kiss her so much~ xp

17. What is the best memory you have of 5?
There is a lot, we have lots of BEST memory…

18. When's the next time you're going to see 4?
Tomorrow morning 10am

19. How is 7 different from 6?
She is a girl and he is a boy~

20. Is 2 pretty?
Of course, because we come out from the same mother~ =D

21. What was your 1st impression of 15?
She is Childish~

22. How did you meet 3?
School.


23. Is 5 your best friend?
Of Course…

24. Do you hate 12?
I won’t tag him if I hate him…

25. Have you seen 18 in the last month?
No


26. When was the last time you saw 16?
This morning

27. Have you been to 5's house?
I just been her new house last month~

28. When's the next time you'll see 10?
I think is tomorrow morning too…

29. Are you close to 11?
Not really, but he is quite friendly though

30. Have you been to the movies with 4?
Almost once 3 months

31. Have you gotten in trouble with 8?
Sometimes…

32. Would you give 19 a hug?
Of course, we are friend what?

33. When have you lied to 3?
Might be long time ago…

34. Is 11 good at socializing?
Not bad, since he still remember me although just met for once or twice

35. Do you know a secret about 8?
A lot of secret …

36. Describe the relationship between 12 and 18.
I think they know each other, but seldom talk since she is in aus, while he is in m’sia

37. What's the best thing about your friendship with 9?
Not really close with her actually… =)

39. Have you ever had a crush on 12？
Sometime, but he treat me very good!

40. How long have you known 2?
Since I was born

41. Does 11 have any girlfriend / boyfriend?
I think he is having now if im not mistaken

42. Have you ever wanted to punch 1 in the face?
I think she will never let me do so although I wanted so much… haha….

43. Has 21 meet your parents?
He met my dad when dad went to school to take report card primary school~

44. How did you meet 11?
When I went to my friend’s birthday party

45. Did you ever accidentally physically hurt 3?
I think yes, so im so sorry to her…

46.Do you live close to 7?
Not really

47. What is 8's favourite food?
I think is everything… =D

48. What kind of car does 1 have?
Toyota Vios

49. Have you traveled anywhere with 9?
Oh yeah~ Travel with ours family at Pulau Tenggol

50. If you give 14 a $100 , What would she / he spend it on?
She might give me back…

She is now in complicated relationship!

She is now in complicated relationship.

Someone love her,
but she don't love him,
as she falling in love with his friend,
although his friend falling in love with her too,
but it is complicated.
His friend don't think it is complicated,
since he love her very much.
But she don't dare enough to accept,
she purely love to be the one his love,
but not together.
She just need time more than anything.

As my opinion, once they fall in love with each other, should be together. Love relate to among themselves, not others. No need to bother others. But is that everyone could do it? Our life relate to everyone beside us - Family & Friend.

We always heard for two choices once couple facing disagreement from someone besides them. Which is
-If you love him very much, SHOULD NOT bother others and DO NOT because others disagree and give up.
-Although you love him very much, but LOVE between both of you DOES NOT mean everything in your life. There is still have Family's LOVE and Friend's LOVE beside you.

Which one you agree with?

In our life, there is always have a choice. We should learn to Choose between few choices. Sometimes, We can choose both of them. But Sometimes, We can not. Always learn to face such problem. Learn to face better than escape. Learn to solve better than escape. Don't ever learn to escape.

What we can not admit, Love by someone is better than love someone.

It's a bad Dream~

"I have a Dream"....
Do you guys heard this song before? It's a sweet and meaningful song. Well, it's about a Dream. Yesterday night, i was having a bad and sad dream. I dreamt of my bestie... I dreamed that she was passed away. I don't know the reason, but it's upset me. In my dream, I have no idea how to describe my sadness, but just Can't cry it out. Finally, There is someone saying something that make me cry. I can't control myself. Just make me keep screaming that WHY WILL SHE DIE? OH! Although it's just a dream, but it is proved that I really care about them. Just Life can't live without Friends. That's all i want to mention in this Blog! =D

Edited by someone

Sad News!

Last Thursday after my tiring school, i have to continue my study by going to tuition.On the way to tuition,that's a SAD news came from my father which is my aunt had passed away. I was shocked. I was screamed. I was sad. It's just unbelievable. I don't even care who is in my car. Just kept asking for knowing the truth. The reason she passed away. I just purely miss her now. We were miss her. But, she had passed away. We went for her funeral ceremony or even pray lots for her, it's the only thing we can do at this moment. On the last day, finally the precious tears just fall out from my eyes, even my sister, cousin, uncle... It's totally out of my control. I miss her.We miss her.That's why we cried. Everything is unexpected. We met her when Chinese new year. But after Chinese new year, we met her when she was in the coffin. She seem healthy. She doesn't look sick. But why... Without any signal. How sad is that?! It's hard to describe.

It's make me have lots of thoughts and feeling aroused. A human being, can be just died without any signal. We don't know.We don't know that when are we going to die. It's might seem smoothly everyday, but Doesn't means will be totally smoothly in your whole life. A lots of problem waiting for us - STUDY, FAMILY, FRIENDS, MONEY, HEALTHY. Five of the main problem is include lots lots of other problems. We gonna appreciate to be right here right now. Appreciate everyone besides you who supporting you or even scolding you. They might be one part of your life on the other day. We don't know. But in my knowledge, i knew that without them, we couldn't be alive till today. Believe on that. One day, you will having the same feeling as me Now.

Miss her

Lumut TRip ~

I'm too impatient to tell you guys my family trip which is went to Swiss Garden, Lumut. We were planned for this before Chinese New Year, suggested by my eldest sister. It's a normal family trip, just purely for FAMILY. Well, it's a great trip i had been. I will just simply illustrate the activity we had done at there...

First activity : TennisThe tennis court big enough until we got to run for whole court to collect the ball. It's tiring. It's damn hot sun. But, It's Fun, as in those drama.

Second activity : Swimming
There is huge swimming pool. The first day, went with sister and father. The second day, went with father only because betrayed by my both sister. But it's cold...

Third activity : GamblingThis was the very first time I'm having lots lots of fun while gambling with my family. This was the second time gambling with my mother since i was born. It's show how excited was she when get the money... I falling in love with Texas, anyone of you know?

Forth activity : Watching TvWent there, only realize, there is a channel keep broadcasting splendid movie which really attracted my second sister. That is Movie Star, if I'm not mistaken.

Fifth activity : ArcheryWe played this in the second day. It's make your hand felt a bit aching. But it make us felt contentedness once we are in.

Sixth activity : Basketball
Oh~ Again, my first time happened here. As my family members are six of us, so we categorized as three versus three. We don't have any rules, even though my mother hugging my brother to prevent he get the ball in. Screaming was the thing we kept doing there while playing basketball.

Seventh activity : PlaygroundJust to having some special fun with family.

Eighth activity : Football
My mother and I be the goal keeper. The reason our group will win because my mother kept screaming and escaping from the ball.

Ninth activity : Canoe-lingIt's quite chilling, but my father is expert in this too. So nothing much worry i should having. In addition, we do not canoe till too far.

Tenth activity : River CruiseIt's a trip to enjoying. We went to nearby naval base and saw lots of navy were training. It's look cool.

Eleventh activity : Celebrating eldest sister's birthdayWe planned this secretly before Chinese New Year. It's work. She was Happy on that night. We present her a cake which booked at Lumut and watch.

Those are our main activity had done when we went to there. It might look bored, but as long as with family, everything become different. That was our main aim to travel there too.

Thanks my Dearest Family...

Appreciate to have them in my life

Form Five'S life!

Gosh! Just simply want to illustrate about the study life among this 3 week. It's damn busy in this few week. As my study, it's tiresome about my homework. Since the first day, i'm having homework until now, no matter from school or tuition, it's non-stop! Going make me mad. In this year, our teacher are pretty smart. They using school marks to menace us. That's might be the best way for them to force us do the troublesome homework. It's annoying! What to do? This year is the most important year, have to obey their instruction, because they are the only one could help us score in SPM although it's really burden. This is our responsibility to as a student. Anyway, Chinese New Year is around the corner. That's the only thing to be happy. But it could be a worst Chinese New Year that we had been because the tsunami of the economic. As long as can be family reunion, it's more than enough. My brother come back from Genting Tonight, left my eldest sista. BUT, I'm looking forward to her advent at next thursday! =)

Headache now! =(

TWILIGHT!

NOW I REALIZE HOW AWESOME IS TWILIGHT!!

Sorry that i'm a bit out dated, but, this movie is EXCELLENT, GREAT & AWESOME! I just fall in love with it... Hard to control, gonna ask my sister's boy friend to buy the DVD back! =D Love it very much... Edward Cullen's eyes was charmed. okay then, STOP!! =)

Moody?!

**Please don't ask me that much after read this, because i know many of you don't know about this...

Just now i saw some photo which make me felt sad, disappointed, confusing, angry... Recently, i don't know what am i doing, i means like something might happened, but i was tried to convince myself with other way. New Year and getting a New life! Because of this new year, i know many thing going to happen... Such as, the economic getting worse, i know is out of my father's ability to bear our whole family in this whole year, but i know, it's karma, i have to chant more... Next, I'm in form 5 now, got to face SPM, i started to worry although my mother comfort me don't be that stress, but i can't control, i don't even desire to study, what can i do?! Then, someone, lie to me, i'm not clear that "someone" had lied to me or no, but i believe, i'm not that important in "someone"'s heart, i shouldn't think that much, i knew that, but i'm suffering. "Someone" give me a lot of hope, but i might misunderstand, or because "someone" is too open-minded, let me cannot accept what "someone" do... maybe when "someone" reading this blog, but don't even know I'm talking "someone"-self now. I don't even can catch what "someone" thinking about, it's ridiculous for me! I shouldn't waste my time in "someone", i tried to not find you, but you are great too, because you also won't find me too. it's prove how stupid am i to wait you to find me! Everyone asked me to control myself, but don't know why cannot?! No one let me speak out, there is, my friend and relative, but got to call them, i don't want waste my father's money because of my stuff! I know, still my family there beside me, but sometime i felt hard to communicate with them by talking about my own stuff, you might reading this blog, but you are elder than me that much, so sometime you cannot understand me, i tried to tell you about my stuff, but because of your caring, you are using other way to comfort or advice me, i don't wish to get that when i'm sad or annoying... but i love you, i really love you that much! =D

Some other day, when i read back this blog, i might feel I'm silly and stupid enough....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to JERRY LIM!!

Let me sing a birthday song again to JERRY 1st...

++ Happy birthday to you ++
++ Happy birthday to you ++
++ Happy birthday to JERRY ++
++ Happy birthday to you! ++

We just celebrated with him this afternoon at AEON again! =) Well, i got to woke up earlier to go Sook Kuan's house to wait for her sister to fetch us since i got no transport to send me there... Once we reached there, we took our breakfast because three of us just take some biscuit before went there! OUr breakfast at OLD TOWN!

Next, we started to shopping while waiting for the MAIN person and his friend, which is JERRY AND PRAVIND!The only DRESS which she most prefer to~!
While waiting Pei Leng change her clothes...

Finally, THEY are here! ( although they ALWAYS late! ) We bought ticket - BEVERLY HILLS CHIHUAHUA, it's GREAT! ( just trying to PROMOTE it! ) Pravind got to buy something, so we separate because three of us need to go SECRET RECIPE! We bought two piece of CHEESE CAKE and reserved a sit! Then, we went to POPULAR to bought a BIG CARD, then straight away "borrow" the pen from popular which unsold yet to write something in the CARD! it's mad! because we just use the pen without bought it, but it's fun! =) Then only we went to cinema to meet the two boy... After movie,we went to SECRET RECIPE,we are trying to give JERRY SURPRISE, but WRECK by one of the WAITRESS, some more, THEY dont have any LIGHTER! so PEi Leng and I got to go around some where there to BORROW LIGHTER! Finally, we got it, then sang song for him!Jerry with the cake! =)
It's look GREAT!He just really worry someone going push his head in this moment!

The card is just NICE~!with the BIRTHDAY BOY!Jerry and Kuan~NO COMMENT!

Then we continue shopping and i saw this shirt!!i LOVE it VERY MUCH but it's too expensive... T_T

Then went to McDonald have our dinner... Once again! we Sang BIRTHDAY SONG in McDonald, just try to have fun!Everyone went back at 6 something, and i think this should be our first time to go back KLANG by BUS! =) Finally, i still found the way to get back my home and sit in front of my computer now!

Happy birthday ya! Jerry

My Christmas Day!

In this Christmas day, i woke up at about 8am something then went to my Grandpa house. There had been a long time we didn't go to his house since we are busy, well, in this holiday, we brought him to have a WONDERFUL breakfast which is Bah Kut Teh!( Although i just took the SAME food yesterday morning, but because of him, i had to sacrifice!! ) After our breakfast, we went to my grandpa's SWEETIE HOUSE and my mother have a long conversation with my auntie which took around TWO hour, what my cousin and I do is just sitting down there to listen. ( since we got nothing to do! ) when around 1pm, we started our SHOPPING JOURNEY at ONE UTAMA, but there was a lot of people spent their time at there too!

The ONLY clothes i had bought in the WHOLE JOURNEY!After change back my own clothes!

Then we took our lunch at A&W, it's made me very full because my mother cannot ate the food although we had ordered since she will vomit once she ate something, the pity one is my father and I because we got to finish ALL the food! Next, continue our journey AGAIN! Before we went back, we went to eat dessert, the stall's name is something like " CHOCOLATE bla bla bla" =) The food it's great, let me show you some! Snow White Frappe~Princess of Iceland!German Struddel...It's really nice!

BUT we were TIRED while waiting for the food~He already show how tired are we!

It's a great day although i just bought ONE clothes, but i love to SHOPPING with my family too!!

wonderful day with parents!=)

AEON...

Last friday, i woke up early because got to go to school to meet my teacher and senior. Once i reached there then discuss with my senior something about Account. My teacher told me she will reached school at 10.30 am, but she failed to keep an appointment with me. Then we at school to wait my daddy come to fetch us to AEON because we are going hang out with our friend. Once we reached then met V JIET at McDonald because he took his lunch. ( Although we havent took yet too) While he was ate his lunch, we were waiting for two more boy which is PRAVIND and JERRY. They came late. We made this appointment at 1pm, but they reached there at around 1.30pm because Jerry's car get trouble. ( But wasn't drove by him ) Then were our turn to take our LUNCH at KIM GARY because we were starving. ( WE refer to ME, SOOK KUAN & PEI LENG ) It's awkward silence when we were eating ( Maybe because this is our first time to hang out ) BUT, i knew each of us were tried to make the situation better, and we SUCCESS!! After lunch, we went to CINEMA bought ticket - BODY OF LIES and helped V JIET to choose gift for SOMEONE! After watched that movie, and what we desired to mention after watching is it's BORED and the story was slow, made us felt SLEEPY ( Actually PRAVIND slept for a while ) Then we went to McDOnald to buy ICE-CREAM - Sundae Cornetto Chocolate ( Pravind and my FAVOURITE ) While eating, there was nothing to do. On that time, I took out my camera to snap PHOTO for FUN.We took this before we went to MCdonald...Before going out from the TOILET...Our first photo in McDonald...No comment to JERRY's smile...Jerry's FIND someone... ^0^Our self-capture... ( BECAUSE their technique worse!! )JERRY, faster la!! So SLOW...Finally we took something BETTER...Don't look other place, she is just BESIDE you!!Pei LENG and Yee WENGOSH! See the SMART guy~ xpMcDonald MAKE them to SHUT UP!!

Finally, All of us back at around 6pm. Really having a GREAT time With all of THEM... Next round, i went to Klang Parade to wait my parents because im having a wedding dinner... Nothing much special, just because my wear was normal as well, many of them asked me the reason, just because i came back from AEON, it's a bit weird if im wearing grand wear to AEON, but what i told them is " Don't always wear so grand, sometime must wear something sporty (which what im wearing ) " The only photo my brother and I took at the DINNER...

I just went back home at around 11pm, it's really TIRED!!

Three Girl One SINGLE BED~

Yesterday, my Friend came to my house to sleep because this morning we got to go to school together, and we having a lot of FUN in the MIDNIGHT~At first, I'm still chatting with my friend through MSN, so i didn't bother what are they doing, just concentrate with chatting, pity them have to do their own things 1st, what i know is they keep EATING in my room. But after that, we started to gossip and chit chatting by using ENGLISH ( because we gotta improve our English ) At first it's quite hard, but after that, we started to get use with it already! That is worth to be happy~! Suddenly, we think of JERRY lim, Then just use my phone call to disturb him! What we do is open the loudspeaker and try to chat with him through phone. He seem blurred and DON'T HAVE spirit at all... So just talked for a while then closed the phone! Next, We called PRAVIND, although i know he might be sleeping, but just want to have FUN what?! At first, his voice seem like just woke up, but then he is GREAT because he could recognized our voice on that time!! ( better than the MR. JErry Lim ) Pravind seem more friendly, so we chat for more than 10 mins ( Felt sorry to PL, because we were using her phone to call him ) The Last victim is CHENG MUN, he is the one MOST blur among them!! He couldn't Remember my name and just said out a lot of other name on that time. We were disappointed, but still we had to tell him our name ( so that he won't be still blur when he sleep ) After a while, we had finished to call all of them, nothing to do. Just lie on the SINGLE bed together and talking those rubbish. We took a lot of photo with great gusto! Beside, one of my friend want to transform herself, that was another thing worth to let us celebrate!! ( maybe you don't know what is her different between now and before! )My 1st photo with pyjamas...To improve our English, we keep on Consult Dictionary le...She look like love to let us kiss huh?!What are they trying to do actually?We are wearing RED pants to sleep...We look not bad right?nowadays, our eyes getting SMALLER huh?!oopx... Started to self-capture!I love my MirroR...Three of the pretty!!xpIt is an ART!!

It's a bit blur, but we LOVE it!I'm really improving in this way...PLEASE! Don't come so Near to here...

Actually still got a lot of photo, but it's inside my friend's hand phone, so i think got to wait next time only let you guys to have a look ya! ^0^